Tuesday, June 2, 2009

what now

i am supposed to be doing my camp planning
read: supposed to

but im obviously not?
and the time is ticking away so blatantly in front of me
while im still thinking about why i still invariably want to blog?

it catches 
and grows on you ,you know?
in a way?

this better not continue on when term starts.
im not doing what imsupposed to anymore
and it gets worse 
by the year
the months
the hour
and i suddenly become fully conscious of it till now. I don't know why.

thought of the poem i wrote for lit class on last day of term 2.
guess what colour it depicts. haha i think it depicts my mood now:

Those eyes draw you in
Absorber in the most perfect sense
Amazing Grace plays on in the background.

Hueless.
Eyes downcast.
Your breath catching.
the room is silent.
No light at tunnel's end
Dark as a night.oidhche mhath.

Void.
collapsed stars
A thick mask
where your heart is.




go figure

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