Friday, July 24, 2009

won't


Bouts of insanity in class leave me feeling kind of depressed back at home
really love my friends who go insane with me
so much so that at least im conscious im still me.
so many things to catch up with and theres UNNAS tommorow
sitting in front of the computer.
constraints.

you know
I may never find him

what went right
everything;nothing

Sunday, July 12, 2009

nothing to be done now...right?

i almost forgot my password.
so that's how I knew it was a loooooong time since I blogged.

so anwwww went around camwhoring and ATTEMPTING to have fun
though we were successful to some extent:)
and we did our take of how one should look in mourning for MJ.
though his demise didn't actually strike a chord in me because
he's just rmb-ered for stupid antics in our time.
i.e his dangling the baby over the railing.
what was he thinking of???????

haha and now thanks to Ms Nansi ,I'll never look at Beyonce in the same way ever again.

jcts were not fun. at all .
not like Mr Chan claimed it was:it may have been for him years ago.
but its definitely not now.
far from it.

unless you argue about perception.
which i think would get neither of us nowhere actually simply because
no one can argue against something so intangible.

ohkay so while there's an unofficial break going on for me now
its not what I thought it would be.
IT DOESNT' FEEL LIKE RESTING AT ALL
because everyother thing that seemed so minute and insignificant
comes back haunting so incessantly that you realise that it was only
miscellanous then but important now.

so it gets quite depressing because there will always be something
popping out even if you don't want it to.
:(((((((((((((((((((((

ohkayyyyyyy
shall not let this be some emo post

haha
I STILL WANT TO GO OUT
GOSH
and especially since some outings have yet to be materialised!D:

Lee Xu Ying needs to stop thinking/worrying/procrastinating and actually start
planning.

especially thinking: just a mere 2 days got me realising what I never saw before
EVER.and I have only myself to blame.
my silly self.

too late too late like they all say.