I NEED TO CHECK MY HP.
gosh just realised i haven't seen it since... ??
return to civilisation time!:D
Sunday, August 30, 2009
find it back
no this is not meant to be sad.
first time I've touched the com since ytd afternoon which isn't exactly very long
but somehow it feels weirdly like I ve gone on a long hiatus.
revelations one after another showed up.
can't say if its goood or bad-just trying to ground myself again.
hmmn just seems that my perceptions of a few people changed.quite drastically.
I don't know whether to trust that instinct of mine again,those preperceptions i sometimes
harbour of people at first glance.
then again,its my own doing anyhow.stupid need of mine to feel compelled to know.
what started out as a mere chancing upon always spirals into knowing.
the other most likely doesn't know.
but thats ok.
first time I've touched the com since ytd afternoon which isn't exactly very long
but somehow it feels weirdly like I ve gone on a long hiatus.
revelations one after another showed up.
can't say if its goood or bad-just trying to ground myself again.
hmmn just seems that my perceptions of a few people changed.quite drastically.
I don't know whether to trust that instinct of mine again,those preperceptions i sometimes
harbour of people at first glance.
then again,its my own doing anyhow.stupid need of mine to feel compelled to know.
what started out as a mere chancing upon always spirals into knowing.
the other most likely doesn't know.
but thats ok.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
HO HUM DE DUM
ONE DAY IM SRSLY GOIN TO GET IRRITATED WITH BLOGGERS LACK OF ABILITY
WHY NO PICTURESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
oh well but for now Im in too good a mood to grouse about this.
ytd was weirdly one of those days which was neutral.
a first for me.haha
tons of good stuff happened and it was neutralised by the bad stuff.
No PE which was great! then my sis got a little elated after that in the canteen
and i did too
which was awesome as well
and then our team with WeiShee,Sis,me and KorWoong unepectedly won the hist debate.
didn't expect it cos we were rushing just the night before.
but oh well unexpected stuff do happen.
pushcart duty made me really happy!;):):):) haha
then 2 straight periods of freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but after that there was that glass incident
which was horrifyingly embarrassing!
Me and XQ was attempting to put stuff on the notice board and then trying to close the
irritatingly stubborn glass panel which just wouldn't budge.
as usual.
and the next moment we knew,the whole glass panel started to unhinge
the next thing we knew we were holding to one big piece of glass with several other large pieces on the floor which made up half the panel
and the other half was smashed to trillions ,some which spilled over beyond our feet
The sound was the only thing that made me really realise what actually happened -it was blasting!
and we stood there for quite awhile
both of us were in shock I guess.
Thank you God for keeping me and sis safe.we both got away unhurt.
good thing Pearlyn and Kenneth was there to help us haha I didn't know when I really got out of shock.The severity really got to me when the uncle who came to clear the glass started talking about the $ we had to pay(hope he was joking:( , and when the principal Mrs Loke came to see what happened and started saying how freak accidents like these do happen..
oops.............
and me and XQ started to talk to each other for the first time after it happened saying how we had this impending sense of doom;(:(:(:(:(:(
what a gd way to start the first day of being seventeen huh!
just imagine if everyday is going to be as dramatic
not to forget our new-found all time favourite personna
who just seriously creeps me out!
ha! but I'm not going to let you get to me because I'm not going to be scared of you!!
WHY NO PICTURESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
oh well but for now Im in too good a mood to grouse about this.
ytd was weirdly one of those days which was neutral.
a first for me.haha
tons of good stuff happened and it was neutralised by the bad stuff.
No PE which was great! then my sis got a little elated after that in the canteen
and i did too
which was awesome as well
and then our team with WeiShee,Sis,me and KorWoong unepectedly won the hist debate.
didn't expect it cos we were rushing just the night before.
but oh well unexpected stuff do happen.
pushcart duty made me really happy!;):):):) haha
then 2 straight periods of freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but after that there was that glass incident
which was horrifyingly embarrassing!
Me and XQ was attempting to put stuff on the notice board and then trying to close the
irritatingly stubborn glass panel which just wouldn't budge.
as usual.
and the next moment we knew,the whole glass panel started to unhinge
the next thing we knew we were holding to one big piece of glass with several other large pieces on the floor which made up half the panel
and the other half was smashed to trillions ,some which spilled over beyond our feet
The sound was the only thing that made me really realise what actually happened -it was blasting!
and we stood there for quite awhile
both of us were in shock I guess.
Thank you God for keeping me and sis safe.we both got away unhurt.
good thing Pearlyn and Kenneth was there to help us haha I didn't know when I really got out of shock.The severity really got to me when the uncle who came to clear the glass started talking about the $ we had to pay(hope he was joking:( , and when the principal Mrs Loke came to see what happened and started saying how freak accidents like these do happen..
oops.............
and me and XQ started to talk to each other for the first time after it happened saying how we had this impending sense of doom;(:(:(:(:(:(
what a gd way to start the first day of being seventeen huh!
just imagine if everyday is going to be as dramatic
not to forget our new-found all time favourite personna
who just seriously creeps me out!
ha! but I'm not going to let you get to me because I'm not going to be scared of you!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:DDDD
PART 2
of the series of happy posts.......
is dedicated specially to the Clique!!!!!!!
hmmn haha we need to come up with a name like Joanne said( was reading your blog)
sadly I can't post any pictures.
well but I'll try to adequately express what I have in words.
THANK YOU SO MUCH TO YOU GUYS!
ME AND XUQI HAD AN AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME BDAE
WHICH LEFT ME TOUCHED TTM!
(to the max haha not think too much)
went to the marquee on the morning of 20th August and saw absolutely no traces of our clique.
when the whole lot of them (except Joanne) failed to materialise
we decided to just make our way to the parade square when they burst out in song!
yayyayyayyayyayyay
then they gave us 17 + 3 items to celebrate our turning seventeen!
thanks you guys! so so so thoughtful of you to come up with such a cool concept!!!:DDDD
and I knew my bdae was complete when i saw......while buying ice choc at gd news cafe.
yupyupyupyupyup
haha the Clique knows what I meant!
you see now that words has srsly failed me.
those items are sitting happily on our desks now! i CAN'T WAIT TO USE THEM!!
the facewash/notebook/notepad/shoelaces/clips/saline/jelly crystals/hairband/pen/macho meng/no-bake......
HAHA OMG XQ and I are gonna attempt to no-bake those dessert tmr.
lets hope we don't fail.AT LEAST NOT ULTIMATELY-PHAIL
if not then it would be absurdly embarrassing lol.
THANKS AGAIN SO MUCH!
I HEART YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!<33333333333333
IT REALLY WAS ONE OF MY HAPPIEEST BDAES EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
oh and thanks to Jolene for your hug!!!:DDDD
And to Ms Popo aka Liwenn for that really coooooooollll
message at 20:08
haha only popo can think up of something so cool!
you're srsly goin to be one hip granny HAHA
and to V !! lol first msg of the day!AND TO SILI AND YUZHEN
(must watch coco before chanel!!)
oh and BJ don't sad k! really thank you so muc for remembering!
all the best for the O's:DDDDDDDDDDD
THANKS ALL THOSE WHO WISHED ME
YOU REALLY MADE MY DAY!
of the series of happy posts.......
is dedicated specially to the Clique!!!!!!!
hmmn haha we need to come up with a name like Joanne said( was reading your blog)
sadly I can't post any pictures.
well but I'll try to adequately express what I have in words.
THANK YOU SO MUCH TO YOU GUYS!
ME AND XUQI HAD AN AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME BDAE
WHICH LEFT ME TOUCHED TTM!
(to the max haha not think too much)
went to the marquee on the morning of 20th August and saw absolutely no traces of our clique.
when the whole lot of them (except Joanne) failed to materialise
we decided to just make our way to the parade square when they burst out in song!
yayyayyayyayyayyay
then they gave us 17 + 3 items to celebrate our turning seventeen!
thanks you guys! so so so thoughtful of you to come up with such a cool concept!!!:DDDD
and I knew my bdae was complete when i saw......while buying ice choc at gd news cafe.
yupyupyupyupyup
haha the Clique knows what I meant!
you see now that words has srsly failed me.
those items are sitting happily on our desks now! i CAN'T WAIT TO USE THEM!!
the facewash/notebook/notepad/shoelaces/clips/saline/jelly crystals/hairband/pen/macho meng/no-bake......
HAHA OMG XQ and I are gonna attempt to no-bake those dessert tmr.
lets hope we don't fail.AT LEAST NOT ULTIMATELY-PHAIL
if not then it would be absurdly embarrassing lol.
THANKS AGAIN SO MUCH!
I HEART YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!<33333333333333
IT REALLY WAS ONE OF MY HAPPIEEST BDAES EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
oh and thanks to Jolene for your hug!!!:DDDD
And to Ms Popo aka Liwenn for that really coooooooollll
message at 20:08
haha only popo can think up of something so cool!
you're srsly goin to be one hip granny HAHA
and to V !! lol first msg of the day!AND TO SILI AND YUZHEN
(must watch coco before chanel!!)
oh and BJ don't sad k! really thank you so muc for remembering!
all the best for the O's:DDDDDDDDDDD
THANKS ALL THOSE WHO WISHED ME
YOU REALLY MADE MY DAY!
Say it together now! God is Great!
HAHA THIS IS GOING TO BE SOME SUPERDUPER INSANELY HAPPY POST
for once.
and probably there will be more to come.;):):)
whoosh!!!!!!!!!
(cue the happy quotes )
shall attempt to blog all the events in chronological order
mayb I need 2 posts:D
firstly I wanna thank God for the answer.
I'm not certain at all if thats what He really has for me
but I definately felt something that day.no mistake about that.
and I just want to tell all you people out there that He is one who doesn't forsake you
not in your weakest moments.Certainly not.
and He doesn't ever give you more than you can take.
haha I can't really say out what exactly happened that day because its quite personal
and I don't really want to take out that special element of that private moment.
yet.
but if you ever want to hear something to tell you how great He is.
just ask me to tell you what He has done for me:D
and I also wanna thank Him for the awesome people He has put in my life:)
for once.
and probably there will be more to come.;):):)
whoosh!!!!!!!!!
(cue the happy quotes )
shall attempt to blog all the events in chronological order
mayb I need 2 posts:D
firstly I wanna thank God for the answer.
I'm not certain at all if thats what He really has for me
but I definately felt something that day.no mistake about that.
and I just want to tell all you people out there that He is one who doesn't forsake you
not in your weakest moments.Certainly not.
and He doesn't ever give you more than you can take.
haha I can't really say out what exactly happened that day because its quite personal
and I don't really want to take out that special element of that private moment.
yet.
but if you ever want to hear something to tell you how great He is.
just ask me to tell you what He has done for me:D
and I also wanna thank Him for the awesome people He has put in my life:)
Saturday, August 8, 2009
trytrytry as i might
mood fluctuation time.
exciting week going on.awesome events with friend at so many places:D
Lee Xu Ying was a happy girl so many times.
lovely breakfast with Jolene one wed/
jts/econs seminar with Rachelle,Olivia,Jamie/lunch after with Olivia/
meetup with Sili/
Subway with sis and Joanne @city hall after celebration ytd/
Sak's brother's wedding with cg3209 clique/
funfunfun with my favourite ppl in the world
haven't seen Jean yet though;(...we'll make time I promise!
then its home to lit/hist/econs essays,math ws and a hist test on wed to study for
and I got quite upset thinking again because i found another reason why it would not materialise,and why I might stop it before it becomes like that same situation that happened.
It was years ago,and now I'm at the same stage,there's something that just feels wrong
but I don't want to be under the obligation of anyone.
not alot of ppl I could talk to,but I need an opinion i guess.
I just don't know what to do,it's a feeling i hate, this hanging-in-the-air feeling
like you're suspended midway with no inkling of when you'll reach the ground again.
pray for me please.
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