whywhywhy

It's been really long since I could blog.
There's either been too many stuff to blog about and I'm lazy to do it or there's nothing really special in particular to blog about.
Most times its the first option.

but I should blog more often because now I really have a reason to
kay since its the first time I'm here after so long, it'd not be pleasant to start ranting right?

but she just gets on my nerves!!!:(:(:(
and lest you think i'm unreasonable- how would you like having your reputation slandered and smeared a good thousand times over and over
the worst thing is- none of those irritating actions were performed by me:(:(

and she just refuses to correct them-that's the worst part of all, worst than the worst thing I just mentioned earlier.
It doesn't make sense but you get my point.:(((((((((((((((

Mayi asked why my blog was dead and that's when I remembered I had one.:)

Had an awesome time when they came just now to bai nian! Spent the time playing truth and more truth, and just talking.haha found out alot of stuff about boomsxz that I didn't know before !

lubs BOOMSXZ:D what a pity Ohlayvia and Ba Sao couldn't make it :(

I suddenly realised that I've only ever played truth and more truth with one other person before and that was on msn.

Spent more me time this week and have ever since acknowledged the fact that as I grow up, there's a growing consciousness of the many flaws I have and there's so little time to correct them.

I have gone more than a week without accessing fb and that's quite a feat:) (except for just now when we were using it for some purposes ha!)

There's so many movies I want to catch and so many things I want to jump into but there never seems to be any time for them.Or even if there is I'll end up procrastinating thinking what other more important stuff I've seem to forgot

Keep having weird dreams this week and an increasing number of instances when something happens and I don't know if its dejavu or me having a dream about something that has already happened.Its like time lag:(

I'm having a ba-sao-blueblack-knees syndrome where I realise that there's a number of blueblack on my knees appearing but I don't remember how I acquired them.:(

man, this post is so disjointed.

at times like this

Its at times like this when one feels compelled to give mention .
somehow though I'm mildly irritated at some who go all out just to fashion some sort of situation so that attention can be lavished on oneself.It just freaking screams pretentious- you're seriously just a paradox contradicting yourself in the first place !
no particular business of mine but it seriously gets on my nerves how one cannot see past the Biancas in this world.

you're really just a shrew.

I need an aide-mémoire

don't mind me

haha got a really pleasant surprise a few moments earlier:DDD

great to know that though what I did wasn't stellar,it was enough.
gosh,it sounds weird but: the holidays are taking its toll and making me into a much sluggier person-not good,not good at all considering progress in my work is seriously worse than slow.

and to think of it now,i haven't seen my hp/been online/checked email and fb for days
WELCOME,'YEAR ONE'

and You always know how to get to my heart :)

you see,how different things seems now?

the social circles that just keep spinning either closer to your range or out of control

they said time took it all away

i think you did.

D:

In retrospect,no one should ever

1.put up with stalkerish people who claim you look like their kin

2.deny what they said just moments ago

3.set double standards

4.keep hoping in something that's just not going to happen

5.act too chummy with someone who's just isn't so with you

6.be impatient with kids who just want to learn something
forgetting that they were probably once that way too.


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the list probably won't stop just there.

balance

well then if you're too optimistic at times and too pessimistic at others,

wouldn't that just be right?

BACKBACKBACK

hello its been lonnnnnnng

and while many things have happened,it seems theres nothing in particular to talk about

haha but im here cos of what caiyiling said:DD

(if you do happen to read this,feel honoured k! haha)

promos and stuff are over and I went out for quite abit.

met amazing friends from other countries during the youth exchange programme by HI.

and even a bizarre encounter where i almost saw one of the seven pple in the world who looks like me ( other than my sis)-did you ever hear that before? the myth that there are 7 ppl in the world currently who look exactly like you but you should never ever meet them?

oh well then had a trip to the museum w my sis and Sili and TB which cost me nothing cos im a FRIEND OF THE MUSEUM where we saw the movie marathon event on the way and ate ice cream



you see this post is getting boring alr.

this is why i do not blog- a month's worth of events can be summed up in such a monotonous short blog post.



then just went out with caiyiling (Jolene) and caught up with her quite a bit! alot of stuff shared with each other haha she's exactly the type of friend who can be off your radar for awhile and then appear but then you find out that you still can click quite so well:DD



this thurs's day out again with Sili and Yuzhen/BJ and Ms POPO:DD

this fri's celebration and BOD meeting,

hope that i'll finish all that I need to before that

though i highly doubt so

HAHA AND THATS ALL
YOU'D ALR BE ASLEEP RITE -so boring haha

buts thats ok:DDD

LIBERATION ARRIVED A FEW HOURS AGO


it was surreal then now its underwhelmed

AND I STILL CANNOT UPLOAD PHOTOS!

redsplotches here there everywhere

oh why oh why during the hols????????

now i've to cancel all my plans and ruin my schedule:(:(:(
way to go Lee Xu Ying!D:


STUPID CRABS

hi!!

haha just felt like "writing" this.its for you though we haven't spoken in light years
i think you'll know.
i hope you're happy even though my ideals just cannot pul through.haven't spoken in agessssssss
and i don't know how to start talking again.the more you knew the more i wanted to pull away.the more you didn't the more i'd start wondering.

just wanted to say hi.
its not a conversation ender.

but that's ok.
i think im happy now:)

:)

COULDN'T RESIST THE TEMPTATIONNNNNNNNNN

so im here for a shortshortshort post.

if i can squeeze what i want to say in a word cap of.......


haha ohkay
these days i've been getting a really awesome feeling in my heart
yup you know the type that just totally melts then sporadically fills up again with
bouts of happiness?? again?and again? and again?

doesn't look like much on the screen cos its just smth you have to feel

And its all because of some awesome ppl in my life i really srsly need to thank God for.
which made me conscious that i have much to cherish and be grateful for.
my sis and parents for instance.especially when my mum reminded me of something
then my awesome clique BOOMSXZSX HAHA cannot tell you how touched i am for so many moments in the past 6 mths.like e pushcart times when its just me and sis's duty then today again when they knew we had a phobia of the glass panels.

and my cutecute junior who took time out to study even though she is goin to have o's soon,
HAPPY BDAE BJ!
and my sec sch friends who always looked out for me like lamer/V/Sili/Yuzhen/Jolene

i miss Annette too;when did we last talk???

Squares,Teddies,Camels,Chinese dramas,Cookies and the Mafia!:):)

blogger's throwing its usual tantrums again...
hope the picture problems resolve by itself though


today was a lonely day at school because meimei was sick and the trips to and from school
felt especially dreary.

good thing there's ___ around to keep me company and cheer me up!:DDD
in case you haven't noticed: the blank space was meant for the supposed clique name
we were supposed to come up with.

HOLIDAYS ARE NOT EVEN HERE AND ITS ALR PACKED
WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY

promos are looming dangerously near but while my brain reminds me of a sense of
urgency i must feel the rest of me just obstinately refuses to comply.

so how you tell me ?HOW???:(:(:(

oh well the days have been good so far: I remained a loyal patroniser of subway
and ......saw many more things that made me quite unbelievably happy
squares never made me happier just like how we have newfound love for....
HAHA

and seeing is believing:DDD

I NEED TO CHECK MY HP.

gosh just realised i haven't seen it since... ??








return to civilisation time!:D

find it back

no this is not meant to be sad.

first time I've touched the com since ytd afternoon which isn't exactly very long
but somehow it feels weirdly like I ve gone on a long hiatus.

revelations one after another showed up.
can't say if its goood or bad-just trying to ground myself again.

hmmn just seems that my perceptions of a few people changed.quite drastically.
I don't know whether to trust that instinct of mine again,those preperceptions i sometimes
harbour of people at first glance.

then again,its my own doing anyhow.stupid need of mine to feel compelled to know.
what started out as a mere chancing upon always spirals into knowing.
the other most likely doesn't know.
but thats ok.

HO HUM DE DUM

ONE DAY IM SRSLY GOIN TO GET IRRITATED WITH BLOGGERS LACK OF ABILITY

WHY NO PICTURESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

oh well but for now Im in too good a mood to grouse about this.

ytd was weirdly one of those days which was neutral.
a first for me.haha
tons of good stuff happened and it was neutralised by the bad stuff.

No PE which was great! then my sis got a little elated after that in the canteen
and i did too
which was awesome as well
and then our team with WeiShee,Sis,me and KorWoong unepectedly won the hist debate.
didn't expect it cos we were rushing just the night before.
but oh well unexpected stuff do happen.
pushcart duty made me really happy!;):):):) haha

then 2 straight periods of freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but after that there was that glass incident
which was horrifyingly embarrassing!
Me and XQ was attempting to put stuff on the notice board and then trying to close the
irritatingly stubborn glass panel which just wouldn't budge.
as usual.
and the next moment we knew,the whole glass panel started to unhinge
the next thing we knew we were holding to one big piece of glass with several other large pieces on the floor which made up half the panel
and the other half was smashed to trillions ,some which spilled over beyond our feet
The sound was the only thing that made me really realise what actually happened -it was blasting!
and we stood there for quite awhile
both of us were in shock I guess.

Thank you God for keeping me and sis safe.we both got away unhurt.
good thing Pearlyn and Kenneth was there to help us haha I didn't know when I really got out of shock.The severity really got to me when the uncle who came to clear the glass started talking about the $ we had to pay(hope he was joking:( , and when the principal Mrs Loke came to see what happened and started saying how freak accidents like these do happen..
oops.............
and me and XQ started to talk to each other for the first time after it happened saying how we had this impending sense of doom;(:(:(:(:(:(
what a gd way to start the first day of being seventeen huh!
just imagine if everyday is going to be as dramatic

not to forget our new-found all time favourite personna
who just seriously creeps me out!

ha! but I'm not going to let you get to me because I'm not going to be scared of you!!

oh no
just had a thought
what if like Joanne said what if ......

SORRY SAMYO!
PLS GET WELL SOON!!

indirectly but still can't help feeling abit guilty!:(

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:DDDD

PART 2
of the series of happy posts.......
is dedicated specially to the Clique!!!!!!!
hmmn haha we need to come up with a name like Joanne said( was reading your blog)

sadly I can't post any pictures.
well but I'll try to adequately express what I have in words.

THANK YOU SO MUCH TO YOU GUYS!
ME AND XUQI HAD AN AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME BDAE
WHICH LEFT ME TOUCHED TTM!
(to the max haha not think too much)

went to the marquee on the morning of 20th August and saw absolutely no traces of our clique.
when the whole lot of them (except Joanne) failed to materialise
we decided to just make our way to the parade square when they burst out in song!

yayyayyayyayyayyay
then they gave us 17 + 3 items to celebrate our turning seventeen!
thanks you guys! so so so thoughtful of you to come up with such a cool concept!!!:DDDD
and I knew my bdae was complete when i saw......while buying ice choc at gd news cafe.
yupyupyupyupyup
haha the Clique knows what I meant!

you see now that words has srsly failed me.

those items are sitting happily on our desks now! i CAN'T WAIT TO USE THEM!!
the facewash/notebook/notepad/shoelaces/clips/saline/jelly crystals/hairband/pen/macho meng/no-bake......
HAHA OMG XQ and I are gonna attempt to no-bake those dessert tmr.
lets hope we don't fail.AT LEAST NOT ULTIMATELY-PHAIL
if not then it would be absurdly embarrassing lol.

THANKS AGAIN SO MUCH!
I HEART YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!<33333333333333
IT REALLY WAS ONE OF MY HAPPIEEST BDAES EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


oh and thanks to Jolene for your hug!!!:DDDD
And to Ms Popo aka Liwenn for that really coooooooollll
message at 20:08
haha only popo can think up of something so cool!
you're srsly goin to be one hip granny HAHA
and to V !! lol first msg of the day!AND TO SILI AND YUZHEN
(must watch coco before chanel!!)

oh and BJ don't sad k! really thank you so muc for remembering!
all the best for the O's:DDDDDDDDDDD

THANKS ALL THOSE WHO WISHED ME
YOU REALLY MADE MY DAY!